work was shitty. i try not to think about it but someone online said it might be good to start journaling some of my feelings. especially at night. work went by so fucking slow. I need to get a new job.

I feel okay today. The weather is nice which helps. just wish i didnt stay inside all day watching movies. just didnt know what to do outside. I think i am becoming a recluse.

god why did you make me this way?

i woke up with the camera roll open on my pc today. there's a couple photos i dont remember.